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Every entry is proof of effort. You showed up.
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Craving intensity per check-in (lower is better)
Withdrawal follows a rough pattern. Knowing it in advance makes it less terrifying.
A craving is a wave. Average peak: 15–20 minutes. You don't fight it — you surf it.
Understanding the mechanism removes some of the shame. This is chemistry, not weakness.
Amphetamines flood the brain with dopamine — up to 1,000% above baseline. Over time, the brain responds by reducing its own dopamine receptors (downregulation). This is why you need more to feel the same, and why stopping feels like the floor drops out.
Without the drug, your brain's natural dopamine production is suppressed and receptors are depleted. Everything that would normally feel okay — food, music, rest — feels flat or joyless. This is temporary. Receptors regrow. It takes weeks to months.
FRANK — 0300 123 6600 (free, 24/7) — frank.co.uk
Narcotics Anonymous — ukna.org — free meetings, no judgment
NHS Drug Addiction Support — nhs.uk/live-well/addiction-support
Talk to your GP — they can refer you to a local drug treatment service, no charge
Evidence-backed, not wishful thinking.
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